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Febuary is almost done!!!

                      So Febuary is almost ooooooover!! you know wut that means?! Chris's graduation! omg! im so excited. not only am i seeing him for the first time since January 3rd but i'll be going to freaking South Carolina! all by my frickin self! away from my naggy mother and my sarcastic father! for like only 3 days but w/e!

                  Life when chris is home is so different, its so much more peaceful and over all....better! lol i've realized how close i am to him when hes actually gone. ppl really dont get wut its like and to tell you the truth i thought that was annoying that no one else felt the way i did but, now i jsut feel like i have an advantage over em...not to sound full of myself but..i just really proud of not only chris but myself!

             So i've got some crazy news. I quit Little Women. i didnt caz of my part. i really didnt. im not gunna lie my part was pretty sucky but alot of ppls was too so im not gunna complain caz that sort of thing doesnt matter. work as been a bitch, my bosses could care less about my agenda, crap at home is bad too, its just been way to hard for me to keep up with it, i might do shows next year...might...we'll see wut happends.

so i miss summer...offically

                       Summer is really carefree isnt it? its like a break from life where you can just breath. im having some issues with A) the shitty weather B) its only January and June is just way to far off and C) winter just makes ppl look ugly and sad

                      I need summer to come soon. life is just way too stressful and i need like serious stress managment...does anyone have advice about that?

                      So CYT has gotten...ok..ish. my part is pretty sucky but when has it been execptional? lol enough complaining about THAT. the show is boring to me...i kinda wish i never did it

so ya my life isnt really interesting but ya...its just nice to talk about stuuuufffff....not like many ppl read my xanga. lol w/e

female issues...

                  So basically being female over all sucks ass. I got home from school around 10ish caz of insanly bad cramps to the point of tears. its every period now and its kinda getting me worried...lol ya i know alot of you who read this are like wtf? lol i understand so im done talking about it

                I'm getting a new cell phone and guess wut kind?! yeah thats right! i've wanted this phone for like a serious year! im gunna take care of it tho!

New Xanga!

            So Katie K finds stuff out in xanga, and since i gave up on xanga when myspace came out i find it really sad! Caz if you think about it,xanga is where ppl really update you on their lives...

So this is wut im doing, im updating you. lol basicly most of you dont care but i really miss xangaing it up! lol

As you all probably know Chris is in the Army now so he's gone alot...its kinda lonly and i get really emotional since he cares the most about me and when hes gone...well you can see where im going with that! lol but over all i think my b/f is the best. Most ppl are scared to join the Milatary and he just is a hero in my book and hes wonderful to me too which is another huge huge plus.

I'm currently in my 12 CYT show Little Women. Yes i am an old fart now. 12 freaking shows and i have a good feeling im quiting...lol maybe. i know i've said that like 3 times but i dont know...i miss the stage. ppl in it however has changed and...im frankly sick and tired of it so its just a pain in the butt to deal with other ppls shit. so i dont know...we'll see where God leads me.

does anyone know how to get a lot of money really quickly? i need $250ish for a flight to South Carolina for Chris's graduation in March...good lord im broke and i NEED to go since well..this means liek the world to him. so yeah any suggustions?!